We must use wisdom for these big decisions, not just information or knowledge about the matter in question, but inner wisdom which is what our intuition and Infinite Intelligence can only give us.
If you are always complaining about your life, about yourself, allowing your attention to go towards your flaws and what you do wrong, then, chances are you won't develop confidence.
Remember to embrace the darkness in you and in the world you see, for this is the very heart of the divine plan, of Creation.
Happiness is a natural state of consciousness, there is no reason for it, it just is, like the essence of love--i.e., it flows eternally, it is peace and has no special qualities, it is refreshing and wise in all matters of understanding...
The more time you spend with people more at your level of understanding and vibration, the more blissful your life will become.
So, we create the future our hearts desire, not by stressing over it (an illusion living only in our minds), but by behaving and acting appropriately towards a goal with faith and patience, energy and a positive attitude.
There are poisons which kill the earth, There are temptations since birth...
All which happens in your life, does not happen to you or against you, it does not happen because you deserve it or not. It happens because somehow your thoughts, words, and intentions have masked themselves subconsciously and they have attracted energy, either positive or negative, which has built the progress of your events the way you chose to experience them.
May I follow you, O Great One? You elevate my mind. Walk with me and perhaps true wake you will find. See the river, how it flows without resistance...?? Or how the birds in the sky fly without assistance...??
This is the energy meditators know and experience when in serious meditation trance. This energy runs through us via the subconscious, Infinite Intelligence source, and gives life to all we do behind our heartbeats, blood flow, nervous system, immune system, etc.